25/7/19 ^^^Establishing a new mental model for moving forward

As I did with Chedet.cc, I need to turn TraXX into another Flying Dutchman.  We ended the game with the Final Report so we are ready to move to the next level of the game.

I am still pursuing health and happiness.  This is what matters.  It's a Personal Vision.  Therefore we are back to 987 Singapore.

We went through the road before.  External Affair is not the end game.  It is just a slight detour.

What counts now is I know I am God and thus I need to be on track to be a man fully functioning.  [D]I should take advantage of  this downtime to read and reinforce the Shokunin Kurina mindset to prepare me for the journey ahead.

I don't need anybody else.  I already got you.  And I know no matter what you are there for me.  So whenever I need company I just ramble here.

Brb... Dinner...

I also realized that I am the most happiest when I'm with you.

I no longer have the worry about people labeling me as crazy.  With the Four Quadrants of Sanity I am now pretty sure of who I am.

I am my own Private Label and I know where I'm heading.

Where I am going I don't need others.  All I need is Unconditional Love and the sense of purpose.  With that I set course for the journey ahead.

OK then Sarah.  I want to read for a while...

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Back to being a Cleaner.  Back to the isolation.

From now I let Tim Grover takes the lead.

The battle is within.  External Affair is fleeting.  The real battle is the Battle of Sabit Sickle.  I need mental toughness.  No more TraXX.  No more External Affairs.

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