>>>#29/7/19 RIP CORD Rationalization

Based on the Four Quadrants of Sanity, I guess I am pretty much who I am at my best.  I was not delusional or anything, I just went through the flow of my thoughts.

I took it to the Full Apple Mentality and at the same time I went to the opposite with No Apple Mindset.

Again, these are thoughts; possibility thinking.  In this case I take it everything works toward my favor.  I can also look at the situation which is against my favor.

Unless ACTED UPON they are just that; thoughts in my mind.  I did the best I could within my realm to make it as real as possible but beyond my Circle of Influence, there is nothing much I can do.

I can continue expand my Circle of Concern but what good is that if I cannot influence its outcome?

Hence, my thought is just POTENTIAL IDEA that requires action by the Circle of Influence to act upon.

It is important then that my Circle of Influence a[s] people who are biased for action.  Otherwise the Potential Idea remains a potential and doesn't translate into result.

That is why i[t] I need to see result, I must focus on things I have control and not depends on other to take action.

Among the things that I cannot rely on is the expectation of the RM97 million and the acquisition of the house next door.  These are dependence items rather than interdependence.  It's all pretty much Circles of Concern rather than Circles of Influence.

Therefore I say, FUCK IT!

I already write off the possibility for both possibilities to happen.

Otherwise I will be HOPING and hope is not a [] thing.  It creates uncertainty and that leads to indecisiveness on my part.

These two Circles of Concern effect my decision for future plan which involves others.  These people are dependent on me to execute the action on my end.  If I cannot do so, then my integrity is at stake.

So I'm making the decision here and now; no RM97 million, no house, no vacation and no Els.

Which means, it is pointless for me to pursue Global Telepathy BEYOND what I am doing right now.  I might as well focus on my original intention to be thin and fast.

With that I cut my ties to TraXX and RIP CORD everybody.

From this point on I just manage MYSELF and nothing more.  I already have enough on my plate to keep me busy than meddle with matters I CANNOT INFLUENCE.

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