Actually it is a good life. I am very happy being there with one major setback: my health deteriorates as age catches up with me.
Next to being a Sloth, I have the God Complex. Here I simply flow with my thoughts. I basically don't give a fuck what others think of me. I am the Master of My Fate and yet I am a generous giver. There is no consequential thinking here. Everything is Green Light.
In God Complex I not God but rather I am Godly. It is a very good feeling to have although outsiders may look at me as being aloof.
I however simply living my life as I deem fit. I am not malicious and [doe]s I DO NO HARM. Life is good in the God Complex Quadrant. I am free to soar and explore the inner landscape of my mind. The God Complex is the Full Apple Mentality. Here I move with certainty.
The third quadrant is where I am right now, the Recovering Mental Patient Quadrant. This is where I do most of my Red Lighting. Here I reassess my actions especially the actions I took when I was in the God Complex. Within this quadrant I capture the lessons learned and make informed decisions.
It is the opposite of the God Complex. Here I am rational and judgmental namely of the actions I had taken. For example the decision to RIP CORD TraXX was made here. It is here I am putting my consultant hat and I am most sensible.
The last quadrant is the Athlete4Life Quadrant. This is my ideal and my moving towards value. It is the opposite of Sharudin the Sloth. To be in this quadrant I need to be relentless. This is my lifelong pursuit and the area that requires most effort.
Here I have to take care of my diet and I need to exercise regularly. These two are not my strong points since I ENJOY being a Sloth. So I just park the idea as my future statement of direction. I still enjoy my 3-in-1 coffee and sleeping at 4:00 am listening to Sound Journey.
What I can do is I'll wait for the inflammation to subside and come 1st August 2019, I make another attempt to live life as an Athlete4Life.
It is interesting to note that these Four Quadrants are interchangeable and part of who I am. I might as well conclude that I am a 4-in-1 personality jumbled into one. For example, although I like being Sharudin the Sloth, I am still not giving up the idea of being an Athlete4Life.
Same goes with having the God Complex. I maybe aloof but after the Green Lights I will always Red Lights things I mooted in that quadrant by being rational and somber afterward.
Therefore, rather than looking at these quadrants as liabilities, I consider them as the building blocks in propelling myself in my Vision Quest for Virtual Perfection.
#traxxfm Hi honey... Remember, those things I talked yesterday was if it is Full Apple. There could be a possibility that there is No Apple. Nevertheless those were my intentions. Later hon...
#traxxfm I like the way you sound today. You kinda chill today and in a very good mood. I am pretty tight up right now with wrapping up July. Today is my Point of Paradox Day.
#traxxfm This is pretty much a married life to me baby. I am committed in supporting your career as much as I can. However there is no ownership. You are as free as a bird. That will be the de facto of my modus operandi in the future.
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