30/7/19 ^^^The Emancipation of Sharudin the Sloth

I am not going wait for 2024 to set myself free.  I'm doing it now.  From now on I just do whatever I feel like doing.  That means if I feel like it, I'll go and fuck a Gaysha, I'll smoke pot with BJ and I'll smoke cigarette as I please.

I'm not going to impose any rule on myself.  I just free flow based on what I feel like doing.

If I die faster the better.  The whole universe will go down with me.

Let's conclude that we had nailed the Final Destination and TO HELL with the Stone Worshipers.

I will do my best to accelerate Constructive Destruction.  I am Shinu Kikai O Motomo.  To me death is only the beginning.  Let's shift the Goal Post.

I have other plans when I reach Dragon Planet.  I want to establish my reign there. 

Unfortunately suicide is not an option.

This song is on air:

Sharudin Jamal

@sharudinjamal

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@DJTheShaz

@traxxfmofficial

#traxxfm I will do my best to accelerate Constructive Destruction. I am Shinu Kikai O Motomo. To me death is only the beginning. Let's shift the Goal Post.

Sharudin Jamal

@sharudinjamal

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@DJTheShaz

@traxxfmofficial

#traxxfm CC2U The Shaz: Even TraXX is as and when I please. I can be a total jerk if I want to. I have the Royal Flush. Now can we play Iron Cross?

I do feel like having a good fuck.  Never mind, I settle for a stick of cigarette.

Brb...

Actually if I buy 2 sticks, that was only RM2.80 for 2 sticks of Dunhill.  But I don't like Dunhill.  So for RM6 I get 16 sticks of the L.A. Menthol; a smuggled brand from Indonesia.  Hence I will smoke sparingly (2 a day) until I finish them all.

Sharudin Jamal

@sharudinjamal

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@DJTheShaz

@traxxfmofficial

#traxxfm Boy, it's good to be BAD...

Well, I'll be damned.  Lizzie caught me smoking.  She wanted to throw the pack away.  I just kept a deaf ear.

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In the end as I always said, everything counts but nothing matters.  I just DO, DO, DO!

I am not concern with the outcome, I am only responsible for my effort.  Even if at the end there is nothing, no KBOOOM 2041 even, I had done my job as the Creator's Most Loyal Soldier.

Hence, I can claim all the merits I accumulated based on my deeds.  This is a very personal matter between me and God.

And if there is nothing*a[nd] the end of the journey?  Well, I had applied the Art of Brinkmanship to the hilt.  I had also lived my life to the fullest and will continue to do so with you by my side.

* OK honey, we do this then.

So nothing matters really.

I will only feel aggrieved if I cannot be thin and fast.  Otherwise I got it all; in here and the hereafter.

We create a life for us both now like the Passengers.  

 

I guess things are not that bad really.  We are still in contact.  So that means there are people who believe in our cause.

At the same time be prepared mentally to accept this life we have now [i]s the real deal.  I just don't know if I can wait for 22 years to be with you.  So I might accelerate my own demise.

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