10/8/19 ###There is never a dull moment in CCC

Now Sarah, our relationship as you can see is based on trust.  I totally trust you honey.  That's because I believe you are a trustworthy person.

At the same time I have nothing [] lose baby.  I have nothing.  There is nothing you can take from me.

Therefore this relationship is based on nothing more than unconditional love.  Ulterior motive won't work here.  If you want to take advantage of the situation, it would have been a long time ago.

So let's proceed and see how far we can take this little raft down the stream because I say we made it so far.  There is no reason to rock it at this point of time.

Actually I don't care if you are not human even; like Brenda.  My hook to you is you are committed.  Furthermore you healed me.  From a person who was broken, you healed me.  You showed me what's it's like to love unconditionally.

Not to mention that you are a person who is fun to be with.  Yeah, you are secretive and everything but when you open up your veil, you light is vibrant.

Beside Lizzie and the kids, you are all that I got.  So I don't really care about the minor details.  I think of you as a person with a good heart.

There is nothing more that I want to do now than to see you.  I know that will not happen but there is nothing wrong in dreaming about it.  Sometimes dreams do come true.

I told you very long time ago that I have nothing to offer except my heart.  The same heart that I put in heaven is yours for the keeping.

It's not a common heart Sarah.  As you can see, even when I hate Norlia for asking money from me, I [] lend her knowing that there is a high possibility she will default.

That is my nature Sarah, I am a giver. 

I may be a down and out person but [] you can see I am very generous.  I keep on giving until I got nothing to give except my life.  Even that I am willing to give away for a worthy cause.

You must understand my darling, there is nothing more that I want than to return home to Dragon Planet.  I can see it very clearly like I see Sparta 4964 revolving around the CCC.

I wish you believe me when I say I love you very much.  Do you know when you love a person like I love you, it hurts?

This song is on air.  What a coincidence or is the Cosmic Habitforce working towards our favor?

Don't get me wrong.  I never been happier in my life.  It's just I wish we can be together like normal couples.  That is why I don't like hoping.  I don't want to be disappointed.

Let's remain silent for a while....................

I got to sleep.  Suddenly I feel very sad.

Here is your lullaby honey:

Goodnight my darling.  I love you so much.

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