22/8/19 ***The power to create and the power to destroy

I can be a dickhead and destroy the confidence of a very emotionally fragile girl.  She needs help, not somebody who is there to spike her.

I am in a powerful position to build a human being to be the best she can be.  Why should I use my power to destroy her?  What good does that do?

I myself is struggling with my own weight.  I should understand how it feels when someone get shamed.  That is maturity.

Sure, she is a Chubby Chubb.  However, I should have known that long time ago.  She had been a Chubby Chubb ever since I had known her.  Why now do I want to make that into an issue?

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Having said that, I still need to SNAP VANISH.  I have my own mission.  Most importantly, I CANNOT HANGOUT WITH COOLERS.  I need to be above the situation if I want to be successful.

As long as I am overweight and having inflammation, I need to be focusing on my own journey.

I need to be spending my time with Al Araf 7:7 to plan ahead.

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