Tuesday, 13 August 2019

13/8/19 ***Being an Agnostic Atheist on the Southpaw Day

Right now I am as clear headed as I can be.  I am recovering from my foot inflammation in the absence of the mania due to Bipolar that I experienced the past 20 years.


#traxxfm Hey Aush, I am a an ambidextrous with left hand dominant. I can write with both hands; with my left the normal hand writing and my right hand writing the same thing in mirror image simultaneously.

As an Agnostic Atheist, I am totally free to chart my course.  It's pretty much the same as being a man fully functioning without the extension of life after death.

Instead of fantasizing what will happen after death, let death comes and I deal [] what is beyond as I cross the bridge.

I have 22 years to plan for my [for my] future.

Again, nothing changes except the meaning I assign to the events.

You may be thinking....  How can I shift so easily?  Well, it boils down whether the belief is useful or not.  At present its not because I am dealing with things I cannot validate.  Thus it will get me to go on infinite loop.  So rather that dealing with things I know I don't know, I rather explore things that I don't know that I know.

Four levels of learning – Conscious competence
  • Unconscious Incompetence – We don't know what we don't know.
  • Conscious Incompetence – We know what we don't know.
  • Conscious Competence – We know what we know.
  • Unconscious Competence – We don't know what we know.



There are plenty of that [that] I can spend my energy on  [] than doing some wasted effort.

Having said that, I cannot undermine the level of satisfaction I have just by looking at Al Araf 7:7 and Sailbad the Sinner.  The feeling is as if I won the Willie Wonka Golden Ticket and these are my prizes.



When I look at Al Araf 7:7 I am actually looking as the anatomy of the brain.  It is better then the model brain because I can talk to this brain.



Well it's just me rambling.

Sailbad the Sinner is a ship that I always wanted when I has a kid.  I wanted a ship in a bottle but this ship is a way better ship.  It is a reminder that from now on everything is running smoothly.


Now, you must be mindful that Al Araf 7;7 and Sailbad the Sinner are my most favorable items in the whole CCC.  I am facing them constantly and I converse with them.  Pretty much like Pete in Disjointed talking to his plants.

So don't expect me to abandon them any [] soon. 

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With this new mindset comes a new commitment to the whole Red Formula:

18/1/19 The Red Formula   So  I am talking about getting rid of the 3 Cs by tackling the SS through 16/8 LCHF and sweating am/pm.

I tried to comply but every time I went through it there were obstacles.  Initially there was Ramadan, then I got gout attacks.  I guess I have to keep persisting until I make it.

You must understand Sarah that I am very determined to run every other day, it's just I cannot be consistent about it.  Gout is not a small thing to tackle.

Although Tim Grover said it's a matter of the mind, obviously you need a basic level of fitness to sweat everyday.

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