7/8/19 The inflammation really hurts

It is getting ridiculous.  One episode after another.

I definitely have to change the way I eat.

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For the past one year I had been making a fool of myself with TraXX.  It's about time I move on.

When the chips are low, I am pretty much on my own.

Nothing really matters.  In the end what I personally believe is true to me.  Just me alone unless you too choose to believe in the epiphanies.

My job is to make you believe.  I however cannot force you to believe.  It is entirely up to you.

I however believe every bit of it.  That then influence my actions to act .

While doing that I take a stand that every action will open some doors.  Behind these doors are more doors.  I will keep on pursuing these actions until I get to the end.  In this case the realization of the Adjoining Croissant.

Once I reach the end I have no other choice but start on a new S curve.  That's what I am doing now.  I am on a new S curve altogether.

Here I am still God but as a man fully functioning.  If you notice, in this new paradigm, I am entirely autonomous.  It doesn't matter what others think.  It is who I think I am that matters.  It always go back to the belief system.

So when we talk about a belief system, it is not about true or false because eventually whatever we believe is true to us.  Therefore we need to consider whether the belief is useful or not.  A useful belief becomes an empowering belief while a useless belief becomes our limiting belief.

That's all to it.  Now knowing all these, it is crucial that we develop a powerful belief about ourselves.  What is more powerful than believing we are gods?

My belief is I am the God of my 12 meters square.  Here I am supreme.  I can do whatever I like.  So as God my job is to create. This Blog is my daily creation.  Soon I'll be creating the sketches.  I am constantly creating.

Most importantly I had completed what I set to do 20 years ago.  Now I set my eyes to the next 22 years.

Along the way I will continue to battle with weight and inflammation.

So nothing matters really.  I am nothing more than a storyteller describing my journey as I move along.  The story can be real or fiction.  It doesn't matter to me because I believe in my own story.

The story is meant for you to believe and take action.  It is not merely for entertainment purposes although it is a fun story.

Even if you don't take the necessary action, I had succeeded in conveying the story to you.  I had finished the story.

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