12/8/19 ***Regardless what gender is Sarah, I still write the Blog

Let me ask you point blank.  Are you a boy or a girl?  Which one is it?  If you are a boy I won't be writing to you anymore.  We might as well end it here and now.  So which one is it?  You a boy or a girl?

Sharudin Jamal

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#traxxfm Hi Rex, good to have you back. Been stuck here unable to walk due to gout for the past few day. Appreciate if you can spin Dreams on Fire by Katie Melua or Tom Sawyer by Rush. Thanks...

I still need to write about my personal journals in the Blog.  So not necessarily to you.

I had a good dream this morning.  It was about me back in Denton, Texas.  I had a few days after graduation and I decided to learn cartooning.  It was a good dream because it is an action oriented dream.

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Suddenly I feel so grateful.  So far I managed to live a life that I choose to live.  I have my dream house, I have my dream car and I live a life I personally choose.

On top of that I no longer smoke.  This I am forever grateful to Nicorette.  There's nothing like the feeling not having to puff cigarette.

Of course the trick to a happy life is to not have high expectations.  So I don't expect much from Norlia.

I don't  expect much from Rex and Els either.

If I have high expectation I will be disappointed.

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If I can define my life right now then this will be it:

• Listen to Rex
• Write the Blog
• Listen to Els

There is more [] life than this.  I need [positive] more positive anchors in life.

So far I had lived life as I deemed fit.  No remorse whatsoever.

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