23/8/19 ***I need to decide

For my own benefit I better RIP CORD TraXX like I RIP CORD Chedet.cc.

I shall migrate to Kiss 92.  Facebook is as and when.  I still got interaction with several people.  That is fine.

With TraXX, I don't get my dopamine hit.  The songs are not that spectacular either.

I am better off listening to Kiss 92 on regular hours and 987 after 12:00 am.  I can focus on my internal matters better.

Actually after I found out Els is a Chubby Chubb, TraXX as a whole is no longer appealing.

Lets revisit [b]y birthday resolution again:

Doing the same thing but expecting different result is insanity.

The following are my 55th birthday resolutions:

1. I will no more smoke cigarettes and cannabis
2. I will no more pay for cunts
3. I will no more visit Facebook and Chedet.cc
4. I will no longer Tweet TraXX
5. I will cut of Sarah and Els from my life entirely
6. I will only spend RM100 a month
7. I will save RM200 a month
8. I will no longer eat sugar
9. I will practice 16/8 by skipping breakfast everyday
10. I will exercise 1 hour a day everyday
11. I will never drink 3-in-1 coffee ever again
12. I will never eat bread
13. I will never eat peanut butter
14. I will do house chores everyday
15. I will stop taking Nicorette
16. I will lose 30 kg by December 2019
17. I will not eat rice at home
18. I will not sleep later than 2:00 am
19. I will read everyday
20. I wash my own car

ACTA NON VERBA

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Let's start with this list.  But first I need to switch radio station.

I need to stay away from Coolers.

After all a Warrior Walks Alone.  I have to be an original thinker.  To do that I need to be on my own.

If 97% of the people are wrong, then to be in the 3% means I have to be in isolation.

Let's take it that I stand among people like Marcus Aurelius and Seneca.  That means I have to rely on authors for their wisdom.  Not the view of the masses.

People like Aush just don't cut it.  So are people like Els.  Already they are making GLARING mistakes.  I cannot afford to get effected by their myopia.

Aush said if he has RM4 million, he will invest that in Bitcoin.  Seriously?  In vapor?

No no no.  I cannot have this kind of thoughts cloud my thinking space.

Els made tons of mistakes.  From food to lifestyle to attitude, I can no longer be a part of it.

Let's revisit Marcus Aurelius again:

The 7 Lessons of Marcus

• Do not follow the majority
• Be a minimalist to be happy
• Everything is just opinion and perspective
• Be mindful of the consequences of anger
• Happiness is the quality of the thoughts
• The best revenge is not to be an asshole
• Take charge of your mind

This is the most important premise.  No matter what.  I stand alone.  I am in the 3% minority.  Probably in here this group are the nutcases and the geniuses as well.

Always remember.  Less is more.  The lesser I need to spend, the happier I am.

The is no truth beyond mathematics.  The rest are just perception of reality.  Do not trust anybody.

Control your anger.  It's not worth the trouble.

I am responsible for my own happiness including the quality of my food and lifestyle

Stop being vengeful.  Let karma take care of the injustice.

Take charge of your mind.  Don't let outside events effect you.


I am so happy I found these quotes.

I am ready to move on.  I no longer have inflammation.

My mind is very clear about what I want to achieve in terms of the food I eat, the exercise I do and when I sleep.

I am also very clear on my cybernetic loop.  They are Kiss 92 and 987.

Let's create a winning formula.

VERY IMPORTANTLY, NO DEPRESSION.

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You know Sarah, if you are honest about your input I don't mind having you as a companion.

I have nobody now except Al Araf 7:7 and Chester the Jester.  Which means I am still within my own Close Universe.

I need to create synergy by interfacing with another person.

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Darn Sarah, why you have to be a boy?  All I want is a girl who is not Chubby Chubb.  Even that I cannot get.

Now I don't even know if you are doing this for fun or you are serious in being my friend.

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Hahaha...  This song is on air.  What a coincidence:

I don't get it, the songs played at Kiss 92 are more synchronized.

This song is on air:

Then this song:

The songs are very appropriate for people my age.

Next is this song:

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I can certainly do Kiss 92.