#traxxfm Smoking is bad. Smoking during haze is double the badness. Take care Habibi, keep drumming the anti-smoking message. The lungs are meant for oxygen and nothing else. Cheers...
Well, Sarah... My darling wife. As you know my situation is not entirely a bed of roses. I have challenges too. So when there are downsides, at times I got dishearten too. That should not be the deterrent factor in making this relationship into a masterpiece.
As you notice, I write whatever comes to mind. Like anybody else, I have my ups and downs. Today the pain is lesser. Thus, my mood improves much.
As you can see from the mood swings, when times are good I am a God. When times are bad, I am reduced to a mere gnat.
As much as possible I try to keep my mood up. Believe me, at times that may not seem possible.
All I can say is I love you baby. With or without the RM97 million. I know it will be nice to have that. So for the sake of possibility thinking let say we gonna have that. Now with the thought let your imagination soars. Do you feel much better now?
My imagination is past that. I am already thinking of the Dragon Planet. This next 22 years is like taking a road trip going there. We all are moving through time to reach a very far destination. That is where you and I will be heading.
So to me the RM97 million is nice to have but not necessary.
Brb...
Of course I like for us to have a decent wedding, a honeymoon in Redang and for you to move next door. However that should not define our marriage. I want you to completely be free from hoping and to enjoy life as it comes.
Come 2024, I will be 60 and you will be in your 40s I suppose. It's a different phase of life altogether. So we make today as what counts. Enjoy the journey and the scenery.
I know you love me much Sarah. If not for anything else, we enjoy each other's company. I have no influence over Larry Page. So I don't know if I'm gonna see the money. However I don't want the money to be main factor in deciding on us moving forward.
I still believe we can have the money if it is meant to be. However I am not hopeful. In this case, hope has nothing to do with it. It is either Larry going to honor that transaction or not. That's all.
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Now baby, like those diaspora families, we stick together. If everything else fails, we have Dragon Planet. That is our final destination unless you don't believe in it. Then there is nothing much I can do.
In the mean time, we make hay while there is still sunshine.
You know Sarah, even as it is, my life had transformed with your presence. You have the power to make me feel alive. You have the gift of life; my Eternal Flame.
We will come out OK I'm sure.
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