Just like Alice, I used to be living on the other side of the Looking Glass. Now I am back to this side. One thing for sure, life is more fun while I was there.
Anyhow, I got to manage my mental state so that I don't slip into dark depression. I do feel slightly down with this inflammation and after discovering Sarah is a boy pretending to be a girl.
I lost my sense of inspiration because of that.
My goal now is to be able to run again. Certainly I will practice 16/8 in the morning. I need to reduce the uric acid. Yesterday I ate nasi lemak and I suffer the effect today.
I'll quit Nicorette today.
I read Exploring Religion today.
29/8/18 The answers to health and happiness are diet and exercise.
29/8/18 What nourishes me destroys me.
2/9/18 Exercise is king, nutrition is queen. When you put them together you have a kingdom - Jack Lalane
2/9/18 Dying is easy, living requires a lot of work.
3/9/18 Living is what I do between running.
I can do this...
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While reading Exploring Religion I came to the realization that religion is linking one self to the Holy. If that is the case, I was having a religious experience all along. What I should do then is to disregard any association with the Holy. It is all a state of mind. For example, rather than believing there is a God out there. I just take it that I am my own God.
That way I don't discard the idea of God. We are all gods. We are One and we are Many. All matters are the extension of God.
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Personally I think it makes no difference whether I believe in God or not. My life is not going to change dramatically because I believe or don't believe. I had established that if there is an afterlife it will be a glorious one.
So I can carry on the way I am now knowing I will endure for eternity since all these are a state of mind. I don't need to worry about praying, paying alms and fasting if I don't want to. I simply discard religions as man made.
As for God, I concluded I am God. So that settles it.
Nobody need to believe me. Not even BJ. I just remain autonomous.
He may want to believe in his faith based on what he gathered. I also based my action based on my own rationale.
There is no solid evidence here. Everything is based on rationalization,
Rationally I can conclude there is no God but because being God is comforting, I then accept that I am God. Wayne Dyer and Neal Donald Walsch attest to that.
Abraham Marslow describe this God experience as the Peak Experience.
There is no hard and fast rules. I discarded religion but I believe I am God. This is not a question of truth. Nobody knows the actual answer. I just being practical when I said I am God.
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So if you ask me as a rational person if there is God? My answer is a no. But because I have a believing mind, I say I am God just like all matters are gods.
That's the ultimate answer. In another word I assign a constant to the meaning of God. By making all as God, there is no God.
An easier answer is to totally discard God as part of mental illness since during mania I did go through the Peak Experience. Then in this case, God is just an illusion.
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