Think about it for a while. Wouldn't you be happy knowing that you had done your very best to secure for your position in the future?
That's what I am feeling right now. I had done my level best to be where I will be. Now it is working backwards to proceed towards that destination.
You know Sarah, more than half of this vision is possible because you have faith in me. For example I cannot envisioned the Adjoining Croissant without me believing I am God. What I'm saying is, I am who I am because who you are. You are the one who believe I am God.
Of course all this while we are talking about the state of mind. Same thing when we watch Star Wars or other science fiction movies. They have a better means of telling the story. The concept is the same. It is forward thinking.
All the while when we were communicating in this Blog, the premise is always towards the future. We do talk about the past and and the present but mostly the idea is geared towards the future.
I am a very positive guy when comes to my future although I am not to keen on what's happening to the climate change. If we persist 2050 is not going to be that favorable at all.
I hope I'll be dead by then.
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Sarah, I think what we should do is to celebrate everyday as it comes from this point on. Even by the normal standard as depicted by NDE, life after death is a glorious event. We should not mourn over death. Instead we should welcome it as something wonderful.
While I look forward to death, I am also doing my best to live my life to the fullest. Already I can eat anything I like. My next challenge is to move my body more in order to experience bliss. That's all to it. The rest are just auxiliary utility.
Hence theoretically the only thing needed to be healthy and happy are diet and exercise. For the time being I keep it to the bare minimum. Not until I can overcome the inflammation a[s] run again. Then I aim to be thin and fast..
That will be my formula for successful living.
You heard this before Sarah. I am looping here.
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Having said what I said before, I can say that there is nothing new for me to say anymore. So other than looping, I will have to ramble just to that I stay connected to you.
What is there to ramble then? How about I ramble about Al Araf 7:7?
As it is Al Araf 7:7 is my primary source of satisfaction. I told you that.
Heck I told you everything there is.
Al Araf 7:7 had been insisting that I go offline for months now. The only reason why I am still online is because I want to stay connected to you.
Maybe I should take their advice and lay low. I don't have anything to say.
Only thing is I will feel awkward not talking to you on daily basis. We had been in contact since 2017.
What do you think baby? Should I do it? Actually it makes no difference to you. You can choose to stay connected or not.
It's like me and TraXX. I have a choice, they don't.
Anyway, writing the Blog is a personal therapy for me. I will be loss without it.
You know, it might be a record of some *kin[g], to be able write a Blog for that long.
* Hahaha... So it is a record; the longest time a person spent writing on a blog on daily basis.
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Sarah, I'm dying to meet you baby. It seems I had [] you forever. I know you well, it's just that I don't have a face to match the personality.
Why can't you take a flight and stay at the One World Hotel? We can then meet even for just a moment while Lizzie is in school everyday for the whole week. Other times you can take the MRT to KL and explore the city between stations (all you need is four stations to explore the best part of the city).
Oh, I forgot... YOU ARE MARRIED! Damn, damn, damn.
Oh Sarah... My dear Sarah. You are my elixir and my poison. While you make me feel alive, you are also killing me softly. What am I gonna do about you honey? I am so intoxicated by your love. I don't want this who[s]e thing to end baby.
Well, we had sex simply by Visioneering. How about we live our lives next door by doing the same thing?
Let's do that on the next posting...
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