I need to get past depression very quickly and accept that there is no Sarah.
How do I do that?
By accepting that I am capable of loving others because I personally am a loving person. Because I have a big heart, therefore I can extend that to others.
I must love myself more to be able to love others. When there are no others, there is still me.
The sooner I accept that Sarah is not real, the better. There is no doubt about it. She had been giving me clues. I must take this as signs to move on.
OK, I suppose I can look at the bright side of it all. While I was at it I had loads of fun. But really, I benefited from the relationship very much.
It promotes growth. So all is not loss.
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Worse case scenario I still got Els.
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