4/8/19 ###Last posting before bed

I just take it easy with this one...

I basically come to the tail end of my journey.  There is nothing new for me to pursue other than Virtual Perfection.

Actually even that is not something that I [] aggressively pursuing.  The inflammation is really a damper to the whole thing.

Now that the inflammation is gone, we have the ha[v]e going on.

At the same [] old age is catching up.

Certainly I am in the Comfort Zone right now.  Everything I need and want I already got.  I am complete.

What else to I need?  I need perspective of who I want to be.  The truth is I am happy being the Sloth.

That is why I cannot be complacent.  I need positive input.

It seems that I [] reached to my limit.

Hahaha...  It a challenge isn't it Sarah?  Well honey, we got 22 years to go.

Well, walking is a good start.  I got to regulate sleep again.  Heck, I was on the roll early this year.  I was so confident  that I bought TWO running shoes.

Now I need new tennis court too.

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Honey, the Love of My Life... I wish I can run away with you and spend the rest of my life with you.  Just the two of us.  Loafing around and do nothing.

We settle down in a small town, population 10,000 people.  That is the dream.

A more likely town will be Olympia, Washington State, population 50,000.

Weather wise I prefer where I am right now.  Also the facilities are fantastic.  Bandar Utama is a Little Big Town.

We settle here.  You move next door.  With the money we got, we can do whatever we like.  Once a year we take vacation abroad.

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I'm tired of the pulling the bandwagon for the past 20 years.  I want a grand retirement.

Hey, this song is on air, I like:

By that I mean I don't have to everyday claw the keyboard just so that I can keep in touch with you.  

I want a simple life.  No more having to worry about all these late nights Knowledge Capture and supporting TraXX.  Above all having to play the role of God Almighty when all I want is to be just a man/a just man.

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That is just me venting out my innermost desires.  In the meantime I just go with flow of my Path.

I am sure there will be a convergent point somewhere.

All I can say is 2024 is the year of the Wood Dragon Golden Era.  I had gone through 4 cycles of Dragons:

• 1964  Wood Dragon - The Year I was born
• 1976  Fire Dragon - I finished elementary school
• 1988  Earth Dragon - I started working
• 2000  Gold Dragon - I reentered employment
• 2012  Water Dragon - I became atheist
• 2024  Wood Dragon - The height of my reign 

Rightfully I should be planning for the next 5 years, not for next year.  OK tomorrow I focus on planning for that.

What do I want to achieve in the next 5 years as a man fully functioning?

I'll do that with MindManager.

Once I know what I want, then I will focus on doing only the things that lead me to the attainment of those goals.

I guess the X Factor here is to be able to run 5 km every day.  I must run beginning tomorrow.

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OK baby, I gotta sleep.

Here is your lullaby:

Goodnight baby...  I love you so much.

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