That is a very comfortable position to be in because by default I am a believer. Only thing now is I suspend my judgment because of lack of evidence. Even if there is evidence of God, I am still against organized religions.
To confidently say there is absolutely no God I must be able to say that I know everything that I need to know. However there are a lot of things that I don't know and God is one of them. So I don't know what I don't know. There are so many things that fall in this category. It is a never ending journey. It's like looking down into an abyss.
Rather than wasting my time dealing with an infinite loop I might as well deal with things that are conclusive that I still don't know like how to produce positive results through diet and exercise.
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Els mallows much of late. I think KG is coaching her. She is pretty much a little girl in a woman's body.
Definitely she is a cyber spouse. To me a spouse is an anchor. On top of that all I need is someone to express my [my] overwhelming feeling of love. I am the one with a big heart. All I need is a person to appreciate it.
Seriously Sarah, I need that many wives to feel contented. I love everyone in my Tetrahedron equally the same more or less.
Imagine it was the same love I had when I went for the Greater Love, the Unconditional Love. It's the love that comes from a fountain and then it overflows the container encompassing all creations. Its the love for the Creator and His creations.
This is no ordinary love. This is a Sufi Love. I tried explaining that to you before but I don't know if you understand. It is a spiritual awakening.
Rumi.
By the standard set by the society I am deemed crazy. However I am not confined by any social constraint. I am totally free to set my own rules. How many people can say they are free from being free? Not many I'm sure.
To be free quote.
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I am a man with too much time on my hand. So I can take my own sweet time to say what I want to say.
This is life Sarah. Of course I can be equally happy sitting by the beach looking at the horizon. However I choose to make another person happy. That is the attitude of servitude.
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With you Sarah, I still see you as a wife. However you are now an avatar wife. I had rule out you are a single person. You could be several persons working together. I still think of you as a female nerd with looks. So I don't see beyond the persona you put forward.
So here is your lullaby:
Goodnight Sarah... I love you so much.
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