I can have the dopamine hit by being passive. I don't need to contact them. It is a roller coaster ride. I need to break the pleasure pathway like I break the link I have with cigarette.
Just say NO!
She wears large. I better listen to Nancy Reagan. She is not worth the trouble.
I decided to drop the bomb anyway. That's what I do, I take risks. I cannot just simply vanish in the backdrop.
The basic question I got to ask is if she is redeemable? She looks like she can lose a good 15 kg. I take it that she is my benchmark for me to lose weight as well.
Then again she is too high up in the clouds. She may not make it because of her pride.
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What do I got to lose? As it is she is not responsive. If I drop the bomb, I am just pushing it to the brink.
Why not I be nice to her. OK I'll be nice. I'll make her feel wanted.
#traxxfm I have decided; instead of being a dickhead, I decided to do something nice. So yeah she is a Chubby Chubb but I am a gentleman. I'll make her feel good when she comes back next week.
That is being a giver. I have the power to create. Why use it to destroy?
It is better to light a candle than to curse the darkness,
@elsDines @traxxfmofficial #traxxfm This is to remind me of the cheerful, freewheeling spirit that makes you who you are.
I don't have a heart to bomb her. She seems so happy.
I got to accept that Els is just a digital persona as much as Sarah is. She is just another illusion I create to satisfy my need to park my overflowing heart.
Beyond the facade there is is just another Chubby Chubb just like Sarah; another boy with tits.
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