Monday, 12 August 2019

12/8/19 I got my crutches today

As a fact, I got 2 different types.  The under the elbow which I like and under the armpit which is a bit cumbersome.

I think I douse myself with generous amount of fish oil and Black Seed Oil.  It seemed to be working.  No more pricking pain at my heel.

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In the end, we become what we think about.

Although my foot hurts like crazy, my mind is at peace.  My only setback is Norlia defaulted on her loan.  I might as well consider that a write-off if I want to have a clear head.  It was my intention to help her.  So I bet she is in a desperate situation.  That will be an excuse for me not lending her anymore money.

I was in the situation before.  The feeling is awful.  Come to think of it, they have to go through that for the next 30 years.  I thought I was bad.  Here it is another person worse than me.

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Now that I lose my ability to walk, I look forward to walk again,

I rather eat healthy and able to walk than eat whatever I like and having this pain.  It is so painful that I thought it will never go away.

Mentally I feel very good.  It is a clear headed feeling without much stress.  I think the fish oil and the Black Seed Oil did the job.

Of course I feel less pain and that helps a lot too.

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