I am not God and I don't know who God is.
I however believe I will be having a good time in the afterlife because my consciousness at present is heading towards the right direction.
Even if there is no afterlife whatsoever, I am already having a good time living my life right now. All I got to do is stay on course with my aspirations.
The only setbacks I am facing now are weight and inflammation. Beyond that I am pretty contented.
I don't want to think too far ahead. At most I will think is 3 months down the line.
What is important to me is my health.
Other things are just passing thoughts that I simply write as they come.
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The way I see it, I was inspired to write those things that I wrote. Hence, I am just an instrument to my thought. If my thought is not credible then what I write is garbage. Where does this inspiration come from? Like anything else it comes from a single source. So if what I wrote is crap, then the source its coming from is crap as well.
Therefore I cannot be that crappy because I am a Thinking Man. Take away everything, the only thing that makes me human is my ability to think.
Again, instead of judging myself based on what I write, I simply write and not worrying about the rightness of what I write.
Writing in this case is my personal expression. I don't want to over analyze things. I just want to flow with my thoughts.
So yes, at this point I don't think I am God and don't want to delve in the topic either. The attitude I am taking is I don't give a fuck.
Whatever comes to mind I just write. It doesn't matter if nobody reads my writing. I just want an outlet for personal expression.
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