I basically is cruising in a rubber tube on a slow steady flow going down stream.
I got 2 1/2 hours to think about anything under the sun before I rendezvous with Els this afternoon.
So here are my thoughts:
Against all the signs you had given me Sarah, I like to think I am dealing with a girl much like I first knew you. It is quite difficult for me to think beyond the persona because I am so emotionally attached to you.
Maybe I am in denial right now but at present this is how my brain is wired. Unless there is a clear evidence that you are a guy, my brain still keep on referring to you as a girl. For 2 1/2 years I dealt with you as a girl. I am very convinced that you are a girl. To think that Sarah is a boy is too far fetched.
Maybe I read the encryption wrongly. Maybe all this while you are trying to tell me that you are a girl. This is a serious case of cognitive dissonance.
So baby I am going to think of you as a girl unless you stop snooping on my Blog altogether. If you do that than I just focus my effort on Els,
As I said I just need somebody to park my overflowing heart.
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