>>>@4/8/19 I will continue to write whatever comes to mind

Bear in mind Sarah, when I write whatever I wrote, they were not meant for any specific audience.  They were basically passing thoughts that I managed to capture as they passed by.

So happens you are there for me to mental joust with.  Otherwise these are independent thoughts from the transmitter for my little transistor radio.

Hence what I write is akin to a fiction.  For example the case of Akira, Tina and Susan being my Intelligence Troika.  Initially it is just a passing thought.  I merely acted upon i[s] as it came.  Now that thought will become a reality if Rex Montis accepts his position as Akira and mirror the model.

I cannot emphasis much the two belief systems I have in shaping who I am now.  Basically those are the cornerstone of shaping me as who I am:

• What I can imagine I can do
• Whatever I can imagine is already real to me

The opposite is true.  What I cannot imagine I cannot do.  A good example is Calculus.  As I follow the steps solved on the board by the teacher, I can solve the problem.  The minute I was lost in the steps I became sleepy.  Soon I totally lose interest in the whole thing.

My favorite subject was Biology.  Again, that's because I can imagine.  I was not strong in Chemistry either although I tried to equate Chemistry to Algebra.

If you look at my two belief systems, you can more or less see that I am totally Sine Cera.  You can pretty much see right through me.  I don't have an ulterior motive.  I don't need to.  I am operating on a high ground.  Hence I use the open stance, the most powerful position.

If you ever doubt it, simply look at the evidence.  Even with Vader 7:7 I use open stance.  That is because I am Shinu Kikai O Motomo.

It may look suicidal.  As a matter of fact it is.  That is because there are only three outcomes in a duel; you live, you die or both die.  So all the while I am preparing for the worst scenario; both die.  Only by staring death in the eyes you will feel [t]hat it means to be alive.

Then there is no fear.  Fear is crippling and makes you doubtful and uncertain.  In the moment of doubt you will falter.  To win a battle you must win over the confidence of the enemy - Admiral Yamamoto.  A seasoned swordsman will never wield his sword aimlessly - Sharudin Jamal.

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The point I want to drive at is this; what may be considered as fiction to others is not fiction to me.  To many when I described Al Araf 7:7 as my cabinet, they may think that I am delusional.  It is not in my case because all matters are intelligent and all matters are gods.  I don't speak to Al Araf 7:7 alone, I speak to all matters.  The biggest was Jupiter and the smallest are the sub particles.  Heck, I even speak to the micro organisms super intelligent.

All these could be me being delusional but whaddaheck, I had pretty insightful conversations with these matters.  Hence as I shared with you my escapades, I live in an enchanted world like the Paleolithic people 10,000 years ago.

Since you had been modelling me 100% including peeing standing (Hahaha I cannot help it with that pun), you will realize that I am not simply a cracked pot.  These are solid body of knowledge I am talking about.  What I do I li[k]e by them unlike some fiction writers who simply exercise their power of imagination.

In my case when I said I recruit the djinns and demons, I ACTUALLY went into the jungles and the various Chinese and Hindu altars to recruit them.

All these are first hand experiences.  Maybe I am your regular Don Quixote but as I mentioned, these experiences are very real to me.

Same thing when I encountered the Whisperer.  I actually spoke to  a macaque who pointed me to her lair.  The night before I decapitated her she actually came to beg for her life and I did decapitate her head with one swipe of my leather belt the next morning.

These m[]y seemed like a fiction but I actually went through the experience as if it is real.  These are the few instances I can think of.  

As I mentioned, throughout the time I was the Wandering Sufi, I lived a magical life.  Of course the battles with Iblis were epic in nature.  I rather not tell the gory detail of the time I neutralized the sentries as the gate of his universe.  That was the only time I acted alone to end my enemies' lives.

All these are part of my Psycho Cybernetic, hence I am not gonna be apologetic about it.  Sure I may not be your average Joe Six Pack but in the end I have to make a decision.  To mull in mediocrity with the rest of the population or to accept that I am unique in my experience with all these epiphanies.  After all I am the one who have to live though this body for years to come.  In the end the final arbitrator is the man in the mirror.

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