However I am not free to travel around because we need to ration the fuel consumption.
Therefore clawing the keyboard is pretty much an adaptation in a very natural selection process LOL.
Honey, baby, the Love of My Life... I sure love doing what I'm doing now. I am meant to have an overflowing heart and this arrangement that I have between you, Lizzie and Els is perfect. I cannot imagine to physically have three wives at a go because the thing is it is not about being physical. It is being emotionally connected to the three of you.
Emotionally I am very contented right now. I didn't feel that way with Lizzie before. There was a void. With Els initially the relationship was a roller coaster ride because she didn't understand that the relationship is not sexual but rather paternal. At best it was a high school limerence. Now it works fine.
With you honey, it's like drinking from the very fountain where this feeling is flowing from. Couple that with the songs coming out from TraXX, I am certainly in my zone.
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If we get the money, I will still give Els her RM4 million but I'm not sure if I want to marry her. I am thinking along the line of adopting her as a daughter. I don't mind her company but I don't think of her sexually. How do we make this work then?
Hahaha... I'm already thinking about it even before we have the money. Well this is a thought experiment honey. I love doing thought experiments.
Well I figured she will be a nice companion to you. So [] can be your friend. As for me I am happy with the kind of relationship I have with her right now. As I mentioned she is Jinak Merpati (Pigeon Tame). I like her attitude. You know, a no worry kind of person. Living her life to the fullest. On top of that she is a fast learner.
All I want is to have her as a daughter. However she wants to be a wife.
Oh gosh... This song is on air...
Rightfully she IS already a wife. I married her 7/7/18. My moral dilemma is I not sexually attracted to her because she is pretty much a kid to me. She is a bit round on the sides too.
My escape clause will be if she wants a polyandry relationship with Trevor Kerr. Then I maintain a no sex relationship. We can still be married tough.
Not all relationships with soulmates involve sex. I have a wonderful relationship with Yati and Azzue but I don't think I want to have sex with them.
With you it's different. I am attracted to you emotionally from the very beginning. I always have a thing for nerdy girls and I think you are one of those nerds with looks LOL. Like this meme:
Is it true that you are a nerd? No? I think you are a nerd. That's why you keep quiet.
Ah Sarah... You are so full of secrets. I don't know for what reason. I'll sure you have a perfect explanation for it but as it is I am an angler. I will keep throwing my line. Sometime you bite, sometime you won't.
Now don't forget that I am not discounting the possibility that you are actually a guy on the other side *o[n] the screen LOL.
* See anything is possible.
Well considering that I had been with girls with dicks, I don't mind exploring the possibility of a relationship with boys with tits ROTFLMAO.
How's that for having a Schrodinger's cat?
As of now you can say you are neither male or female to me. Everything is really based on the presuppositions. There are many what if scenario with you. Nothing is absolute as long as you remain secretive. That doesn't mean I will hold back. That has never been my style. I will still apply the Art of Brinkmanship like before. The only difference is the intensity may vary.
So Sarah allow me to illustrate that in a diagram:
Hahaha... As it is here is where you stand. Now unless you are less secretive, that is the presupposition that I have about you honey.
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You know those days when we have Microsoft Chat? I use to pretend I was a girl. Man, that [] when I realized girls get more hit than a guy. So I just pretend to be a girl and pull so many stunts with the guys.
What I'm trying to say here is IF you are a guy then just say so. We can go on a different tangent altogether.
However it you are really a girl, then I am deeply in love with you baby.
OK fine you are saying that you are a guy is that right? I'm confused here. Are you saying that you are a girl and got hit a lot during the MS Chat days or you are saying that you too pretended to be a girl and hit on the guys?
OK I take my chances... You are a girl. Is that right Sarah? You know if you don't open up, then the chart stands. You rather have that?
Fine, fine... You are a girl. You know how cyberspace works honey. We need to have multiple variances because there is a facade to the communication. In my case I use the JoHari Window. So it's a no loss to me. Those information are the information that I am ready to disclose. Granted that the magnitude is greater but still to me those are public domain information. I am so open that I even publicize my password.
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